Thursday, July 15, 2010


Well, today I accomplished something. First, I actually went to Subway to pick up dinner when normally I would make my husband go on the basis that it only takes him 2 minutes to throw clothes on and be done. I also made a wood burned plaque. I finally DID what I could be doing instead of only thinking about what I could be doing. I will be uploading a picture of my plaque for you all to see.

I know this seems like a small achievement but for me it is huge. You see, whenever I think about what I could or should be doing, I seem to get anxiety. I don't know why this is but I get mad at myself for feeling this way. Even when I am bored beyond belief I tend to run to my bed instead of finding something to do. I don't normally sleep when I take these naps I just lay there thinking about what I could and should be doing. Right when I'm about to crawl out of bed to do these things the anxiety kicks in and keeps me planted on my bed. This just angers me but I am grateful and proud that I accomplished something no matter how small the achievement.

I have been watching(kinda), "Julie and Julia". For those of you who have read my blog from the beginning, this is the movie that inspired me to start a blog in the first place. I have had it on in the background for the umpteenth time. I love this movie. The main character, Julie, reminds me so much of myself.

Well, I am going to upload the photo of my plaque and show you all my minor accomplishment. It is a big step for me even though it may seem insignificant to you, which you would only think if you don't know me. I didn't even take a nap today which is great news. Baby steps, that's what I'm taking, baby steps.

Until next time.....Happy Day

1 comment:

  1. I am so proud of you honey!!!!! Your plaque looks beautiful to me!! I know how hard it was for you to do it. Keep trying and it will get better. I love you, Mom